Day by day... with you... (1)

3 days before "Idul Fitri", I was sick, "like morning sickness", not feeling well to do anything.
My mom said I may be pregnant, I said No, coz I still got my period.

26 October
I was getting period??? but again, it is only "flek" not like normal cycle.

27 October
planed to go to DUFAN (Indonesia Disneyland), miss the roller coaster.
Cancel!

28 October
Visit Marina's home in Sentul, having nice lunch and good friends... good game
Agung came with his new girl friend, Lia.

28 & 29 October
At home... I was sick again? feel terrible...

30 October
first day in the office after Lebaran...

31 October
Farewell party P'Tirto, he is retired and will build his own business
it was raining, the first raining in Jakarta, after so long dry season.
what happen with my body?
I remember and saw my breast is bigger.
bought pregnancy test pack, SENSITIF

1 November
It was positif! hmmm...
but still not sure

no activity in the office due to electricity down

bought another pregnancy test, HCG.

2 November
It was positif again! hmmm...
still not sure
Went to Dokter Nining in RS Mitra, USG, and voila! saw baby's heart beat... amazing
suddenly I fall in love with this baby...Despite anything "hard" in the future for me...
Dr Nining gave mommy folic acid, ELEVIT and premaston to keep baby ok.

I still keep that 2 pregnancy test and your USG picture

3,4,5 November
Totally bed rest cause m still bleeding...oh God, please...

6 November
I thought I loose you and myself. I just feel it was so difficult to face it...

7 November
I met Nona and Jenny...had a very good time. guess what ? I got very sweet mango from Nona
asking help mba Jenny to find maid.

8 November
back to normal. try to have "super food"
heavy raining

9 November
I can eat fish now, for baby.
Tante Sari cooked : Kailan, Kripik Tempe, Ikan Bawal, Kacang jogo... look super food right?

I bought strawberry... butI want "great" orange.
Tante Er called me, she said she will bring the fruit tomorrow...
hope it is grape and orange ya ...

I was bleeding again ... dont to this to me. I want my baby healthy, normal, handsome, smart... please never ever something bad happen to my baby?
Let me handle all this.

I will see dr Andrew this Saturday.